I have a tarnished history. I strayed in my 27-year marriage. I'm not proud of it, but I can't deny what happened. Hubby and I worked it out, and things have been
Are you back?
I know; it was ugly, and sordid, and I'm ashamed of my weakness. I have to confess, I had a little taste of a manage-a-trois, and it was not totally unpleasant. I think what I didn't like, was my hubby being a part of it all. I guess I wanted to believe he was above that sort of thing.
As you know, I've been taking it easy for quite a while due to some on-going health problems. (Ear infection, that over a period of weeks spread to become a sinus infection, bronchitis, and then pneumonia). I'm not looking for sympathy...I just want to explain that resting and being very inactive may not have had a very positive effect on me. You know what they say---"Idle hands are the devil's playthings."
Well, all that "resting" has opened the door to more trouble. Now there are TWO males flirting with me, teasing me, tempting me when Hubby is otherwise occupied--which during baseball season is frequently. I'm trying to resist, really I am. But their lure is so compelling, so decadently sinful, I fear I may soon be lost!
Maybe someone out there has been where I am; tempted and in danger of giving in....of letting go and giving myself totally. Would it really be so wrong? Just me, and Ben and Jerry's Peanut Butter Cup.............